Friday, February 29, 2008

This is how I am going to spend Saturday


now just the prep work to be able to leave. Laundry, grocery list, etc. I have alot to do on Sunday (see above). PLUS I need to get ebay items listed for my folks. Wish I would have more time in Kansas City, would love to be able to shope at the lss there. Kacey has to be at work by noon on Sunday. And I think she has to be there by noon on Saturday. I am looking forward to a nice evening in the hotel room alone. Me and my computer. I hope to be able to load pics from there.
Hugs

Thursday, February 28, 2008

(please don't read this)

Please don't feel the need to read and/or comment. I just need somewhere to vent. Sometimes I think it would be better if my car met with a tree. Even driving home last night I looked at the concrete thing. If you know me you would now that dying in a car wreck is my biggest fear. I am back on my meds, but don't know if I can shake the depression. I have a great life, great family, great kids, great friends, great job. But lately I find it very overwhelming. And it's not all the time. I really have no worries. Really.
I just needed to vent.
Hopefully I can have a happier post tonight.
I just need to cry, I mean REALLY cry

Thursday, February 14, 2008

long time, no blog





Max was in a fashion show on Tuesday evening. WELL worth missing American idol. The first pic is a young lady who would like to go out with him. He had no idea that she had a crush on him until about 2 weeks ago. Sweet young lady. The second pic is the young lady he went to homecoming with and a really good friend of his (minus her bff, you never hear Kaitlyn's name without Shelby, but this time it's just Kaitlyn). He looks so handsome! Hard for me to believe this is my baby boy.
Max got his state championship ring that day. I don't know if you can see it or not, but it's ginormous! Much bigger than Scott's.
Kacey is in the middle of Sarajevo season. I don't see her much. She is in school 15 hours a week. Works as much as she can. Lately it seems like 25+ hours a week. Then practice on Friday from 630-10ish. Saturday from 10-10. Sunday is work or practice. She cleaned out her closet yesterday and is very proud of it. It looks like my paper in the ROY G BIV lineup. I know she is gearing up for summer. I love that she has that passion, that drive, that determination. I know she is going to have a great summer.
I have decided (lol) that I HOPE we are going to go to Disney at spring break next year. Kacey is not doing Jevo next winter, so we should be able to plan this. I have started a Christmas club account and think I am doing pretty good on saving. I think I will use the money for a downpayment for a trip rather than Christmas.

Nice to have a few minutes to sit down and blog. BTW Happy Valentine's day. GOt a new desktop this week. Tax money is in.

Friday, February 1, 2008

God must be busy

Heard this song driving home today.
Love it
But about anything Brooks and Dunn does is awesome
He received 2 of his own home (I just hear myself getting made fun of right now)and made sure my parents made it safely home